Wow… so much has been going on since the weather turned, I’ve been just too busy, and brain frazzled to write down any personal thoughts. So here is a little brain purge to catch myself up… (in no particular order) So, on my birthday, back in September, I was supposed to meet up with my Brother and nephew for dessert… Those plans got sidelined as … Continue reading Seasonal Brain Purge…
that you just want to un-follow/block the world? Ya… It’s been one of those days. I can’t tell if it’s really as bad as I think/feel it is, or if it’s my raging hormones messing with my emotions, or a combination of both. I’m trying really hard not to have a “woe is me” pity party, while at the same time trying not to point … Continue reading Ever been so angrysaddissapointedfrustrated…
I don’t know what possessed me to, but I flipped through some old photo albums tonight. It gave me some insight into why I hold everyone at arms length. Page after page of people who are no longer in my life. One photo album was pretty much pictures of me and dead people. Fuck. At the back of one of them was my dad’s birth … Continue reading Photographs and Memories…
It took barely one hour. ONE HOUR! for me to lose my shit at work this morning. Seriously? 4 days of relaxation blown all to rat shit in one hour. I sat there in the office, by myself 🙄 dealing with shitstorm after shitstorm and wondering “what the fuck am I doing here, in this situation, and when did it all go so horribly wrong?” … Continue reading Seriously? SERIOUSLY?!
Fast. Food. Re-Focus 