Boy Howdy, I was royally pissed off in my last entry wasn’t I?
And rightly so I might add.
Since then, there has been more anger, but also more happy.

I think this year is going to be one of violent highs and lows…
That has been my entire adult life actually, and I’m ok with that.
Even when I was going through some of my deepest, darkest, lows, I refused any “happy pills” explaining that I would rather truly feel the ebb and flow of my life and my emotions, than be numbed to the sad/bad, and thus unable to feel the happy/glad.
I stick to this belief to this day. Continue reading “Someday is now…”