Omg. I cannot even find the words to express my frustration at about a million little things.
It’s not something easily fixable either. I mean I start each day with a good attitude, but at some point it derails and I end up spitting nails.
It’s control. I know that. I do not feel like I am in control of anything right now. I’m out of my element. I’m out of my routine. And subsequently I’m out of patience.
I spend my day dealing with crap rather than growing the business. I am drowning in negative without light at the end of the tunnel.
On top of that I’m making mistakes. Or at least catching mistakes that were made at the height of the madness. I don’t know if they were my mistakes or my colleague’s mistakes, but it’s moot as they’re mistakes, and they infuriate me.